#[not having a good day]

[fakeosphere]

venmo me booze and drugs @pimetal94

[kairithemang0]

nearly puked so I’m home early

[firestingray]

Venting

Rent keeps going up because the population keeps growing and the city has to be the new tech hotspot because ruining san francisco wasn't enough for tech companies. it's impossible to live anywhere except some "refurbished" shithole hotel or some equally shitty weekly, and even then, it's almost 1600 a month for a fucking tiny studio that the people who already live there can barely afford. sure I could work 2 jobs for it, but if I did, I'd just want to kill myself, so instead, because I don't want to be homeless, I get to stay with my emotionally abusive trumper nutcase aunt who makes it a point to constantly tell me about how much she doesn't want me here. I can't get a better job that pays more because I don't have a high school education or equivalent, so I'm stuck doing shit dead-end minimum wage jobs. I can't talk to anyone on or offline, and making new friends is nigh impossible because I have horrible social anxiety that makes talking to anyone the hardest thing I've ever done in my life. I don't do drugs or drink, my interests are way too niche and interacting with people who like the same shit I like sucks most of the time, and I'm such an extreme introvert that trying to interact with anyone just makes me come off as standoffish. I'm also fat and going bald, and I'm stuck in a body I hate. The only time I'm ever happy is when I'm with my girlfriend, but we never get to hang out that often so I'm just fucking miserable most of the time. All the friends I cared about fucking moved because they hate it here too and they barely fucking talk to me anymore and my best friend is now for sure moving away in January. I want to move in with my girlfriend and be with her for the rest of my life, but talking to her about it is hard to do even if she says she also wants it and she has own problems keeping her at her own place and in town. I'm just so sick and tired of being sick and tired all the time. This is seriously the most miserable ive ever been in my life and I just don't know what to fucking do at this point

[absolutelyzoned]

sometimes i just wanna be a robotic soldier with a lot of guns and hatred for everyone but the guy i serve

[hexcii]

Augghh in desperate need of dca hugs

Oh if I had two tall robot jesters <3333

I think that would fix all my problems

[gimeecorn]

I was supposed to cover my friend's snapstreak while they were out of out of town, and we forgot to login before he left. Now his streaks are probably gonna die, and it's my fault, and I'm freaking out.

[gwen-rathbone]

I accidentally fucking deleted my most popular artwork by mistake and have to repost it again

[anumacy]

I got annoyed. Very. Why can people just make masterpieces and I cant flipping draw a God beaver house head for the life of me but I CAN but it looks like crap I cant consistently draw the same person ugh I hate this I hate art I hate drawing

I'm really not having a good day.

[mac-n-cheese-flavored-arson]

I don't think people understand how serious phobias are or how they're not even close to being a little afraid of something or a little nervous around it

Phobias aren't based in any rational thought and they can be debilitating, phobias can make people seriously hurt themselves or others because the need to get away from it is that severe, and they can make people miss out on things that are really important to them or even necessary, exposure to phobias turns off the rational part of your brain and sends you into immediate fight or flight mode

Phobias are serious severe anxiety disorders and not like, immaturity or childishness and the least helpful thing you could possibly do to someone having an anxiety attack related to exposure to a phobia is tell them all the reasons it isn't scary and that they're being childish and should grow up. We know it's stupid. We know all the logical reasons why it isn't actually dangerous. We know we look immature running away screaming from something normal. Anything you could possibly say to try to convince us to stop being scared is something we already know. And shame is a deep part of phobias, most of us are ashamed for having them or ashamed of the way we react to them, so adding to that is just going to make it worse

[twinbrujahs]

[starry-eyed-extraterrestrial]

🎀 list 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the ask box for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! get to know your moots or followers <3

Awwwwww<3333, thank you 🥺!!

What makes me happy, well lots of things but if I had to list just five things then I'd probably go with:

1. Mick Mars, that alien gives me so much serotonin it's not even funny.

2. The Beatles movies, I love all of them from the movies staring the Beatles themselves to random lifetime TV specials of the with bad accents and wigs galour.

3. I really love ringpops, I dunno why this would be relevant but I love anything sweet really. Ringpops just might be my favourite because it has a two for one function, I can wear it and I can eat it.

4. Music, I physically cannot function without it.

5. Writing, I just love to write and I do everything in my power to be good at it, I'm still not as great as I wish I were and characters sometimes come off as weird or ooc but the more I work on it the better it gets, so there's hope for me yet :)

[j4gm]

EXPLODE SOUP EVERYWHERE

[bisexualalienss]

i wish i could just call in and say “hey sorry every time i walk in the building i want to k*ll myself. i can’t come in tonight!”

but they would like “you’re starting to show a pattern of truancy 🥰”

[luvlyycy]

today lowk sucks ass ngl

[anumacy]

I'm so tired... yay. Don't wanna deal with people but gotta. Wish some people got the hint "I don't like you, I don't want to talk to you, leave me tf alone" but nah they always gotta get the last snarky remark and can NEVER give you space even if you are actively crying, having a panic attack, and screaming.

[spoofymcgee]

everything is too bright and too loud and i forgot my headphones and i don't want to be here and i can't stop crying and i want to go home and back to bed and i just want it all to stop